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i'm back .
with bad mood .
my feeling getting worse day by day .
what should i do ?
what should i choose ?
must i close myself from everyone at school ?

i feel that i must not here .
it must be better if i am disappear from school .
no body care about me .
no body hope there was me in their life .

i am nothing .
i have nothing .

i will never could to be beautiful .
even if i want even if i try to change .

i can't .
i just want everything to be okay again .
i want to go back .
but there's something that i don't want to remember again .

so much confuse :(
is there anybody who can accompany me ? chat with me ? understand how i really feel ? :(