the last feeling

april fool 2011 .
the time when i saw the message .
the day when i know that you are lying to me .
the time for me to start a new life .
the day for me to forget everything about you .

thank you so much for the time you have been given to me .
i've appreciate it . even those things are only fake :')
good bye dear .
thanks to make my bad kamma lost even just a little :')

i just want you to know . when you asked me ,"are you love me ?"
my heart answered ," yes i do."

yesterday i still had that feeling , but when i know (maybe) you have already had another girl friend behind me .
it made me shock .
but i will try to wake up . i have grown . i'm not supposed to cry in front of everybody because a boy .
i will dig a big hole in my heart , put these feeling deep inside and close it for forever .
i cry inside not outside :')

at last . good bye babe :')